My Unborn Baby (Poem)

I Dont Know How to Start This
But I Know the Problem Is
You Maybe Asking Where My Heart Is
Or How Could I Be So Fatherless

It Wasnt My Pinnacle Decision
I Dont Wanna Blame Your Mother
But She Felt It Would Be Critical of Living

Work And Finances
Diapers, Day Care
Worst of High Chances

Wouldnt Be Shyt to Me
But Taking Out My Baby Girl
Or My Baby Boy For Trick Or Treat

He's Has Daddy's Eyes
She Has Daddy's Dimples
He's Has Daddy's Nose
She's Has Daddy's Giggle

Emotional to Your 1st Breath
Changing Your Diapers Every Week
Waiting to Take Your 1st Step
Ready For You to Speak

Happy to See the Sonogram
Cherished Each Visit to the Doctors
But Left With No Pictures - I Was Stuck With A Hologram

I Think Mommy Wasnt Ready
Or Being Too Selfish
Maybe She Was Too Young
Feeling So Helpless

I Cried That Day - Asking God For Forgiveness
Your Moms Came Home Crying That Night
I Tried Comfort Her Feelings

Till This Day It Hurt Me Soul
When It Hurts to Know
That Your Not Here In the Earth to Grow

Being A Good Parent Is the Hardest Thing
You Was Probably Crying Inside
When You Heard Mom And Daddy Arguing

Most Likely, In the Sky - Holding A Grudge
While Im Down Here Suffering
Forever Holding Your Love

Great Grandmom Wanted to Meet You
Papa And Mama Wanted to See You
Aunties, Uncles, Cousins And Friends All Wanted to Greet You

I Know You Still Here With Me
You'll Forever Live Through My Heart
Each Pump In My Veins Strictly

Now Mommy Pregnant Again
Hopefully Its Your Brother Or Sister
Maybe Your Chance of Living Again

However I Notice Your Mommy Wasnt Taking It Serious
No Doctor Visits - Left Me Optimistic
Making Me Curious

Her Titties Gotten Bigger With Milk
But Not Her Stomach
Believing She Was Built
But Not In Public

I Tried to Figure Out What the Problem Is
Heard Mommy Got 3 Abortions
Because She Didnt Know Who the Father Is

As I Prayed God Forgive
Because It Wasnt My Decision
If You Ought to Live

Wouldnt Care If You Wasnt Mine
Promise to Raise My Shorty Yo
Full Custody - Your Moms Untrustworthy
Even Through A Maury Show

I"m Deeply Sadden Not to See My Dream Come True
Knowing Your In Baby Heaven
Where Dreams Come Through

Hoping One Day You'll Forgive Me
Daddy Was Doing His Best
In Order For You to Live More Freely

It Just Hurts to Imagine This
The Day Mercy Having Kids
Maybe Its A Sign - That Your Mother Wasnt Right
And You Deserve More Happiness

My Daughter Would Be My Destiny
My Son Would Lead On My Legacy
Both Would Be the Best of Me
No Abortion Here - So For Now Its Just Rest In Peace...

Forever Remember...Daddy Loves You...

And You'll Say "I'm the Best You Ever Had...Who's Better Than My Dad"...


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